Tonight. Oh Why Tonight?

Dear Mother,

I'm writing to you today. Because tomorrow is your day. I miss you and it's hard for me to concentrate. I didn't understand for the last couple of years. I felt like I was paranoid. It didn't hurt me at first. But now it has. For the past couple of days, I haven't stopped crying over you. I know it has been so long since my last letter. But I am writing to you tonight. Because I feel that I need to get a few things out in the open. I never really understood what happened on this particular day. 14th March 2004. This was the day, you went to a better place. I never asked questions. I never even wrote to you. Because I always expected you to walk through that front door. A;though, you never did and it hurt.

But as the years went by, more like months of that first year.. you were gone. I was angry with you. I hated you. I never understood why you left me here,all by myself. But I am not mad at you anymore. I have come to terms where It's just not worth the hassle to continue, repeating myself over and over, time and time again. I have missed you for some time now, Ma. I hope you accept my apologies. So until we met again. My heart will forever be with you. I forgive you. I forgive myself. Seven years later, here we are again, Maa.. I'll see you soon.

Your little girl. Burdii Boo. <3